Many events, and small details follow one another in this diary of the soul and overall, they build the plot of an entire existence, retraced, moment after moment, in successes, hopes, dreams, and expectations. A life made of dedication to children, to a house that so often dissolves, like hope, like loves. And it is increasingly difficult to reconstruct that dream of reunited family, solid as the five fingers of the same hand, or who knows of a love: in which the protagonist believes, deludes herself, hopes to find so many times to give a father to her children. And reminisce of those happy moments in Rome when Alicia becomes Bella the actress, protagonist contested by mythical characters, between Hercules, Manistee and Samson, life becomes fantasy, luxury, wealth. The different love stories read in this book is alternate, the moments of a life retraced sometimes bitterly, sometimes with a smile on the lips and the grit of those who face them with courage at times, in the hope of escaping reality of building the dream again...