In Volume 4, From Understanding Comes Healing, you are being challenged to step beyond the passive stage of learning and start challenging yourself to face and change the patterns within you that are keeping you in darkness. At some point internal learning has to turn into external use. In other words, you have to start Becoming what you're learning. To truly learn something is to apply what you have learned to yourself and your life. And for those things that are in darkness, the path of accepting that the changes have to come from within you is one of the biggest steps toward moving beyond the dark places that control your conscious and unconscious choices. Seeing yourself is just the beginning; from there the journey moves towards a place of acceptance and the courage to make different choices in your life.