Losing my husband was never on my agenda. Being pregnant with our son while grieving his loss was something I could've never dreamed of. Surviving in a world that seems completely dark makes me question if any of this is worth it— that is until I found that keeping my head above water is the only way to mourn what has been taken from me and to become the best mother that I can be.

I believe in second chances, but I don't know how to give a second chance to the one person I promised myself I would never let back into my heart. I know Kameron would forgive me if he was still here, but how can I learn to forgive myself? How can I accept the fate I've been handed and find happiness in it?