The former Navy lieutenant and current CIA senior analyst Mickey Rybak has a real dilemma. He is dying in the emergency room when suddenly, scenes of his life flash through his mind's eye. With each new revelation, comes another realization of the truth. As he considers who he really is, his secret life as an intelligence analyst becomes more prevalent during his quest. He is leading a double life. But is that who he is? He ultimately just wants to live a normal and God blessed existence. Are there too many obstacles to overcome? It is quite possible that he will die while in the process of deciding. Do the ends justify the means? It is a question he has entertained his entire life. He must now finally decide. It becomes a choice between life and death. His own decision. His own life. Where will it go?