It's human nature, what you haven't got, that's what you think is the highest thing, what you don't have that moment that's what you think is biggest, if you haven't eaten for 2 days then food will be god, if you don't have it If you don't understand, try one thing, close your mouth and stop breathing through your nose for 2 minutes, now you want God or air, if God himself tells you what you want, me and air, then you have chosen the breath.