<p><strong>All I want is to be me. No drama. No hiding. No loneliness. Is that too much to ask?</strong></p><p><br></p><p>I've lost my family because I'm gay. But one thing has always been there for me... hockey. It's been my saving grace.</p><p><br></p><p>Instead of going pro, I&nbsp;opted to play for my university team. A way to keep my private life, well, private. Just because I'm gay, doesn't mean that I want to be a poster child even if it means that I'm not as "out" as I'd like to me.</p><p><br></p><p>The only problem is him... Jaedon, the coffee god. And my sanity saver during my final year. The man I've got an unrequited crush on. He's always surrounded by gorgeous women. Yet when he touches me for a little longer than normal, I can't help but wish that he feels the same.</p><p><br></p><p>But until I work up enough courage to tell him who I really am, there's no hope for more.</p>