Foreword from the publisher

This book is an autobiography, in which the author relates her experiences during her lifelong search for a higher meaning of life. This is the voice of an extraordinary soul, who felt at home in Indonesia, the Netherlands, Italy, Russia, Tibet, India, ancient Egypt and at the same time nowhere. The doors to higher positions in a number of esoteric spiritual hierarchies appeared to be open to her. She was able to penetrate through to the mystic core of these spiritual messages, but she aspired only to modest positions, somewhere in the background and after a while she departed again to follow her own Path. In the middle of the lively atmosphere of the established, esoteric schools she continued to ask herself where her soul's real home was. Her love of Christ, planted in her by her father just before he died in the war, appeared to be an invisible thread and all her knowledge and insights, collected from the various spiritual traditions, were united in this way.

Guram Kochi

The Hague, May 2009