This is a sad story about a boy growing up just after the 2nd world war His abusive and neglected start in life continued throughout his schooldays. Only when he found love did his abuse finish, then to be dealt a cruel blow by his best friend. Only when his mother was dying was he told of the tragic story of his birth and why his father was so abusive towards him. Follow his story through the years of his often explicit teenage sexual experience's his loves and losses, his triumphs and tragedies until his tragic end.