After the drama at Harry's family cocktail party on Thursday and confessing my feelings for Noah on Friday, I'm looking forward to a weekend away with the boys.

So after packing up my wellies, tweeds, and a fancy dress or two, we are off to the countryside! 

And everything seems perfect. 

Harry and I are closer than we've ever been.

My relationship with Noah is finally progressing to more. 

The boys' club is stronger than ever, and we get a weekend away with no parents!

Except, well, it isn't all that perfect. 

Because Harry's parents still think we're dating and sometimes I wonder if he does too. 

Harry still doesn't know that Noah and I are kind of a couple.

Helen is questioning my every move, not trusting that I'll behave myself.

My dad seems to have a man crush on Harry.

And even though Noah and I have shared our feelings, he won't share his body with me. 

I know we're going to have the best time together, but I can't help but think about how when the weekend is over, everything is going to change.

After all, I never expected to wind up in Harry's arms again, having him look at me like he still loves me. And I never expected to hear that Noah thinks I'm going to break his heart. 

It's only one weekend, but a lot can change in just a few days.