My journal dogs me. But I feel a responsibility to keep making entries so I can one day demonstrate in detail how significant attitudinal and behavioral change come about.

Gradually in my psychoanalysis I was able to experience the complexity of my emotional logic - a combination of conventional causality, messy feelings, intuitions, role of luck, chance, serendipity, and synchronicity.

The psychoanalytic process: The analyst and the patient strive to identify the 'just right key' to open the specific lock of each new session.