A collection of poetry that is filled with extreme grief, pain, and loss. Feelings we all experience but often bury so others won't see them. So, I place them out in the light to share with the world. We all have grief, sadness, and difficulties in our lives. The horror in us all which others will not see how terrified we are. Lisa Gordier 51 years old, born in Oklahoma City, OK to a Christian family. She is a Disabled Air Force Veteran of 11 years. She currently lives in Colorado. She has one brother who also served in the Air Force. Her father started reading books by Piers Anthony and Robert Aspirin when she was around eight years old. From there she found she enjoyed not only reading but writing her own stories and poetry. She has an Association in Accounting and a Bachelor's in Business Management. She has been married and divorced twice.