In this mini-collection of short fiction and poems, Olivia Ard searches for the meaning of life, through the eyes of background characters and her search for peace and clarity during the COVID-19 pandemic. Shifting from fictional scenarios to deeply personal notes from the darkest notes of a downward spiral, Ard explores the unhealthy ways we cope with life, the personality flaws we develop to keep ourselves safe, and the love that makes life worth living.