Lovely women smite young Ron Novello with wonder and caution, or so he believes in his short memoir of three seasons in the Southwest US. The terrorist testosterone as well as an exaggerated sense of ego and duty prevent connecting deeply with those he would. A secret mentor in addition to life's best teacher serve him what he needs to act decisively. When will the penny drop so he can embrace the one he desires to connect with most? Affirmative answers come in an evolutionary process, which includes facing who and what holds him back.