"Yeah...It wasn't easy. There were times where suicide seemed like the right choice to make. Even to this day I wake up in the middle of the night, screaming. Everything I did, I did for her.

Life in this world can be wonderful. Yet it is terrible for so many. I just didn't want her to suffer. I also used it as an excuse to search for him, he was my hero after all.
Do I regret it? Nah, I'd do it all over again. What option did I have? Roll over and die? Put my head down and do as I was told? Forget it. I am my own woman.

Care to listen how it all began?"