PerfectBound e-book extra: "Richard," a special first chapter, available only in the e-book.

For years Nicola was a good wife, mother of three. But then she allowed a stranger inside her body and her self back inside her head. As her affair with Patrick develops, Nicola explores her sexuality with increasing curiosity and assurance. Eager for fresh sensual pleasures, she discovers a different kind of fulfillment with her remarkably versatile personal trainer. But lust, lies and hot wax lead to betrayal, and Nicola finds that bottle of fake tan and a video camera can provide the very best revenge for a jilted lover.