Can a single kiss change everything?

For years, Jayden has harbored a secret: he's in love with his straight best friend, Nate. Growing up in a conservative family, Jayden has hidden his true self. On his thirtieth birthday, he takes a risk and finally comes out to his best friend.

To Jayden's surprise, Nate responds with unwavering support. But as Jayden starts dating other men, Nate grapples with unexpected jealousy. Everything changes when a spontaneous kiss meant to protect Jayden from unwanted attention sparks Nate's revelation that he may not be as straight as he thought.

As Jayden and Nate navigate the complexities of their friendship, will they dare to embrace the possibility of something deeper?

This steamy grumpy/sunshine, bi-awakening gay romance novel is for a mature audience. It has a happy ending and no cliffhanger.

CW: homophobia, transphobia, religious discrimination