Pastor Greg Hunt had devoted nearly thirty years to congregational ministry, helping people experience God and find their way in life. Then came his own crisis of faith and calling. While turning to God for guidance, he finds nothing. Neither his education (a Ph.D. in theology) nor his religious involvements (senior pastor of a multi-staff congregation, and a civic and denominational leader) could prepare him for the disorienting impact of the experience. Days turned into months. Months became seasons. Seasons added up to a year, then two. He began to wonder if his faith had been an illusion. Was God even real? In the midst of his struggle, he tries a desperate experiment in devotion: Could he have a personal encounter with God through the RED-LETTERS of Jesus, as recorded in the Gospel of Matthew? The result is startling—and changes his life entirely.