Indoda Ayikhali 'a syndrome that almost killed me ' Details challenges that are faced by men from all walks of life, issues that men, young and old alike grapple with because society has conditioned them to be strong while they are silently dying inside because of there own silence. These are the hidden thoughts of young man who had never seen the freedom in "freedom Of speech ". These are the words behind the bitterness, anger , silence, pain and everything the journey of masculinity can present. This book expresses all the bottled up emotions and all the feelings that the Author have kept caged. It is in my eyes and expressed in this thought-provoking book that conversations should be held about the issues that imprison, decapitate and enslave men in the solitude of their minds.