I have a deep, dark secret that cost me the one thing I can't live without: my wife. When they look at me, my fans see a country music legend who owns the stage. But when I look in the mirror, I still see a terrified kid living a lie.

It's finally time to come clean with Logan and let her see the real me. Ugly, scarred, consumed by guilt and shame. I'm not the man she fell in love with, that guy doesn't exist. He never did. I just pray she can forgive my sins, and learn to love me in spite of... the blood on my hands.