In my search for total truth (fear and all), I unlocked a kaleidoscope of questions: Who, what, when, where and why, am I? God answered (and still is) and reassured me. He made us all to be loved by him, And we are all attempting to survive in a sick, broken and fallen matrices of a spiritually warped and insane world, ran by the prince of darkness. A world that cyclically descends into chaos, pandemonium and dementia across the world. The culprits, spirits of Ignorance, shame, guilt, and fear, opens doors of attacks by Satan and his minions manipulating societies, utilizing our free will decisions. Honestly Talking to God about it releases you.