When you are chosen for the kingdom of God, you will encounter different situations. Is not that God doesn't love you, it's that we have an enemy that is going to make it hard for us to stay in God's path. we will have different battles and think that we are not able to defeat it or even over come it. God has given us strategies in the bible to use but sometimes we don't know how to use them. How God shows you the tricks of the enemy. How the enemy uses the mind against you. That praise and worship can help a you over come your daily battles. God had showed me how to use His word against the devil and stand firm against him. It's not easy but it can be done with the help of the Holy Spirit. The mental spiritual battle I went through. My strength was always God because my physical strength was not enough.