I found a piece of paper with a magic sentence under my Christmas tree. According to her instructions I could change what I wanted from the previous year so that the new one could start with my deepest wish satisfied. I knew very well what I wanted for the new year, but I could not use the gift, the cause of things was going much older, even if I abolished the whole year, I would not be guaranteed the next one. I read the sentence upside down: For each year I would live next, the desire of a previous one would disappear. That's how I lived.