'Built up. The next word is frustration but this is too weak. Trauma comes close but this doesn't describe the heaviness.

I was taking a break from working on. The Brown Anthology, going back to my writing for maybe 30 minutes. I did not move for about 2-3 hours. It poured out.'

Poetry, micro-fiction, two maps of the British Museum (before and after The Apology) and the first and last ship of enslaved labourers from the port of Madras to Natal, 1860 and 1911. About the trauma, navigation, reconciliation, anger and power of being Brown.