The journey of a young woman coming to grips with a breakdown followed by years of working in a prison. The trauma and harassment she must overcome. Lost, and trying to come to grips with who she is now. No longer does she reconcile who she was with who she is becoming. Recovery is long; it is a journey all on its own; it is hard and emotional. The attempt to come to grips with the fact that she can never go back, the life she knew for twenty years is over. Now to heal from this breakdown in order to move forward, the fear of not feeling safe, and sleepless nights make for long tired days.