How does Barbara (Barry), a Dutch immigrant, reconcile her past with her present? Growing up a lonely girl in Sarnia, Ontario, she seems to fall behind everyone and everything, while facing many challenges tossed her way. She spends a good portion of her life feeling different from everyone else she deemed normal. How difficult is the role of the "good" daughter to understand? Were her jokes funny? Was always being "on" healthy? How long would the laughter continue? Was it all out of love? Was it out of guilt? Will the guilt ever end?