This book will bring you on a thrilling roller coaster ride of drugs, and rock and roll, jobs, cars, Jesus, Christianity, partying, mental health issues, a suicide attempt, and psych hospitalizations. The story talks about all the cars John owned, and the various jobs he did. John's sexual affair with his girlfriend, and his conversion into Christ. His trip to Israel and his life lead as onto the Lord. The story then proceeds with John's mental health problems, and psych hospitalizations visitations. His beautiful apartment at "the fort" and his suicide attempt. The book then recounts John's seven month commitment to 3 different psych hospitals, a harrowing tale of what goes on in these places, that the outside world has no idea of what goes on there. Then his five month stay at a respite house, and then finally a new apartment and a new start at life in W. Gloucester. Finally ending John's loved for his Lord, who helped him all the time on the hospital, and now to a godly life style.