This here is my outlook on some of life's most delicate experiences and that with those experiences, how I was able to rationalize and use these experiences as tools to move my life into a more peaceful state of existing thus all of the chaos I have been energetically tied to. This book is all about how I chose to refrain from the outside to look within myself for answers I could not find in the deepest places regardless of where I looked despite the desperate need for answers. This was my way of expressing both the reality of those experiences and the power in finding the strength to survive them as well. I have always kept so much of me hidden like so many of us and the beauty that we hide so often is what in actuality connects every last one of us. In addition to all of my experiences that every great energy gave to me that entered my life, the different perspectives that were gifted to me in pieces has been greatly appreciated and in return I had to gift such a precious piece of myself, to all those whose hearts were listening in for an answer............... Thank You