My first love. My first lust. Fourteen years later, my feelings haven't changed. But it's not that simple...

I'm right back where I said I'd never be. Living in the house I was raised in, giving up an action-filled job in the city to return to a town that's emptier than a tomb, working in a place that once made my skin crawl. All for a boy I lusted for who turned me down flat, and another that I loved who walked away with my virginity.

But things aren't as they seem.

Keith Ryker and Jason Lee are no longer boys ... and love one another.

Can I forget the pain of the past?

Can this small, judgmental neck of the woods embrace my choices?

Can the secrets of yesterday become the foundation of tomorrow? Or will they crucify me against Springhill, Texas all over again?

I want two men. Is that wrong? Is it immoral? Probably. But I'll fight until the end for the men I love. And if that's wrong, then I don't want to be right.