Have you ever wondered how you ended up where you are right now? I thought a marriage to a man I loved would fix my broken foundation and cure all the pains I had collected during my life. Turns out, I gave my life to the man who almost took it. You may not understand how I believe a kidnapping, everyone I loved leaving me, and basically losing my "perfect" life could be a miracle, but standing in my shoes, there is no other explanation. This is my story; I hope you don't judge me, but it happened and made me who I am. I can't help but to think you may find a little of yourself in it too. I found the healing to be the hardest, yet best part of the story.