It's amazing what you can do when you don't care if you live or die.

Like escape from the hellhole where you have been a prisoner for half your life.

Or ride off on the back of a hot stranger's motorcycle.

Aaron is the first guy I have ever met that I have felt this way about.

I like him. I trust him. I want him.

But if I follow his lead and start wanting to live again,

what happens when someone tries to drag me back into the hell I escaped from?