I know who tried to kill me. 

The same man that raped me is the same man that tried to kill me. Twice. I have some evidence, but not enough. I want revenge, but every step I take towards getting that revenge I feel myself drifting further from Landon. 

I'm going to lose him. 

I'm going to lose everything that I care about. All I can focus on is revenge. Maybe then I will be able to put the past behind me. Maybe then I can truly heal. I just hope I don't lose him and myself in the process. 

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She's pregnant. 

Caroline has always held my deepest darkest secrets, but now she thinks she has another one. One that could control me. I can't be a father though. 

I'm a monster. 

The baby can't be mine. If it is, I already know my future. I'll lose the woman I love. The only woman I've ever wanted.