Raj is a writer who is like a wildflower.
He lives far away from the crowd.
A haiku to emphasize:
Does a wildflower
Expect to be in world's eyes
Appreciated?
He has extreme empathy for the characters in the story he has begun to write.
He also asks too many questions of himself.
These above two factors combined with his years of solitude finally force him to change his lifestyle to bring about a satisfactory ending to his story and new love into his life.
That is why a Zen proverb says:
In Zen,
We don't find the answers.
We lose the questions.