I came to this new world for one reason – to save Eli. And I can, if I let Zander die. I have to make a choice. It's horrifying how easy it is, although the scar it leaves haunts my every waking moment.

With my nerves frayed and my heart in tatters, I look for the strength to fight Peche and Coby. But when you know you've already fought this war and lost, strength can be hard to find.