I ran to the latrines and hid in one of them waiting for all the students to leave. I closed the door and cried so hard that my tears dried up. I felt like time had stopped, but had to wait until the storm calmed down. I only went out after I was sure that the school was completely empty. On my way home I decided that would be my last day there and that I will never go back again.  I had suffered enough and I couldn't handle any more drama.

I went back home, closed the door of my room and lay on my bed. The horror of that day kept coming back and I felt really silly. I buried my face in a pillow and cried till I drowned in tears, Why?  Why?..