Megan has her bluff down pat.

On the outside, she is cool and on top of everything, but inside, she's falling apart. She hates herself for lying, for sleeping with Derrick, and she wants to be better—whatever that means. But old habits are hard to break.

Chance encounters lead her to question herself, with unexpected results. Her divorced parents forge new relationships that she has to grapple with. Her friends face painful trials in their own lives, and there's the new guy.

Life feels confusing and out of control. Amidst all this, can she fix herself?

Catherine Moolenschot writes with compassion and understanding, illuminating Megan's state of mind with insight beautifully written into the story.