You know, you could have stopped it anytime you wanted to! Imagine hearing these accusatory words spoken to you by your abuser, your own grandfather. Imagine hearing these words as a thirteen-year-old girl who has just mustered up enough courage to finally end the atrocious sexual abuse you have suffered during the most important developmental years of your life. Imagine the lifetime of guilt and shame, the loss of self, and how these devastating events have impacted your heart, mind, body, and spirit. Here is the haunting yet empowering autobiographical journey through the life of just one of the abused.