If I had one word of advice to give is find your inspiration whether it's a person, thing, place, animal just find it. It will lead you the right way but only if you want it to. Weird enough to say it may even be something or someone who has been a negative impact in your life but you choose to see the lesson, the positive side in the situation. That is the most important thing and what will get you to live a great life and have you LIVING instead of SURVIVING!