We all have vices and demons that we struggle with on a daily basis throughout our lives, That we hide from others and do not share. I have dealt with demons of risky sex to substance abuse. In my late teens took risks and enjoyed sex and the thrill. I experimented with chemical substances and dabbled in cocaine, heroin, mushrooms, marijuana, and of course alcohol. I found when I consumed chemical substances and alcohol, I wanted to take chances and would participate in activities I would normally not have any part of, My hunger for sex and alcohol was at its peak during my twenties, and lived my life during these years on the edge.