A completely fictitious story about Ruth Ashley and her life as a nurse and model, following her harrowing life and looking in to her past experiences of abuse. This story highlights the many emotions and nightmares as well as other effects following experiences of abuse. It also deals with lesbian relationships and societys reactions to same-sex relationships, as Ruth discovers her own sexuality amid the chaos and animosity around her. Some people may find this book disturbing, particularly if you have experienced abuse of any kind, whether it be physical, mental, psychological, or financial. You are advised to seek help, if this is the case; you can find useful websites at the end of the book.