Tori: I'm in love with an avatar. A man sitting behind the computer. Somewhere in the world. That I have never met. He is my heart. The one I could see spending my life with ...

Then there's Seyer Stone. I can't stand the man! Who he is. What he is. But he is persistent and soon he owns a piece of my heart ... now I love two men ... and I can't be with either of them.

How can I move on from the past when I can't trust? When the horror lingers? I can't risk it. My ex, a con with mafia ties, constantly threatens me, and anyone I get close to, from jail ... and now he's out!

Seyer: Gorgeous and heartbreakingly tortured, Tori walks into my life and turns my world upside down.

She's a tough chick and I'm a celebrity wrestler. I'm used to women only seeing the fame. Used to playing a character – on screen and off. I'm more than happy to make their fantasies come true, but when that's all Tori sees ... it cuts deep.

She doesn't know me, but she does know me. If only she would stare into my eyes, accept my kiss ... she would know that I am more than a celebrity. More than a hardcore player ... I am the man she loves.