2005年冬天，他一个人生活在南方湿冷的城市里。 离家并未千万里，却似一个人颠沛流离，丧失一切自理的能力。 在多数人眼中看来，他幽默有趣，笑容可掬。喜欢神经质地消费购物，暴饮暴食。喜爱夜生活，耳膜永远不会偃旗息鼓。他不让周遭安静下来。安静是太过窘迫的情绪。一罐接一罐地喝奶咖饮料，神经需要刺激却不敢让胃太受刺激。香烟抽到醉。深夜的电话中，他对着电话那头的母亲呜咽。我知道这样会让您担心，可是身体真的很疲累。经过一些事之后，才知道电影里煽情桥段的苍白无力。原谅一些事之后，才明白任何欺瞒都无所畏惧。( In the winter of 2005, he is living alone in a cold and wet Southern city. Though not really far away from home he loses control of himself like a vagabond. For most people he is humorous, fun and easy to laugh.He indulges in neurotic shopping spree and gluttony.He loves night life and loud music.He cannot stand silence.Silence is too embarrassing.He drinks one cup of milk coffee after another: his nerve needs stimulation but his stomach needs not.He is almost drunk with cigarettes.On one deep night he whimpers to this mother over the phone.I know you’ll worry about me but I’m already tired.After some experience I know the irrelevance and triviality of sentimental bridge plots in the movies.After forgiving things I understand there is no need to fear betrayal and lie.)