I’ve been in love with Jacob Blake since he the day he picked me up in his strong arms, holding me close.

I was five years old.

I spent my life chasing after him—

Trying to make him see I'm more than just his sister’s little friend.

I never dreamed getting his attention, would also destroy him.
One night...

A night that held so much promise, broke the man I love into so many pieces, I don’t know if he can be mended back together.

Or if he will even let me try.