Am I destined to be alone forever?
Tired of playing second fiddle in all-girl band the Vagabonds, I break out on my own to put together my own band. I'll control it all, meaning there'll be no more bulls#*t.
On my own, though, success seems elusive. As I struggle to make it in this dog-eat-dog world, I begin to question myself, doubt my talent, and wonder if I should sell out just to win the adoration of my old fans who didn't seem to understand me, but I'm determined to stubbornly follow my heart, even though it might mean languishing in relative obscurity the rest of my life.
Nothing but a has been.
And then, of course, there's CJ. He helps me get my new band off the ground but he's still commitment phobic. Feeling unloved, alone, and even unimportant, I make rash, irrevocable decisions on the road that will probably drive CJ away for good. Will I ever be able to tell him how much he means to me? And, if I do, will he take me as I am or leave me for good?
"You need to read the whole trilogy, in order, but I feel like this is the best of the bunch...and that's saying a whole lot.... There is so much emotion, so much life, so much growth. You can't even imagine how happy I am with the ending (though honestly, I want more....greedy and selfish, I can't help it. Ms. Jamison writes these characters so well, they just become so real, and so hard to let go!)" Backstage Blogs