As a child this woman's heart is broken into many pieces. As she allows God to break her heart in every area of her life, she is learning how to navigate any storm thrust upon her. Although the process is painstaking, it is worth every hurt and every experience to be able to share God's plan for her life. She gives detailed accounts of how God's sustaining love is carrying her through. Even though she can't understand why God is allowing such humiliation, she is persevering. Thus, she's dying because God is breaking her heart!