"Trust me, Father, God hates me. He tried to kill me when I was born. My head was too big and my mother almost died. They had to use clamps on my head but the clamps broke so they cut into my mother's bones. It was a real mess. The doctors figured I would have brain damage. I was tested. They didn't find any damage but what does that mean? The way I figure it, I was brain damaged. I mean, I should have been a genius but I'm just average intelligence. It's been a real disappointment to my parents. My dad is an airline pilot and my mom teaches at Humber College so they're pretty smart. They figured they should have been set for life with a genius as a child but look what they got to show for everything – me."Mackenzie Philips had to deal with all the trials of youth, bullies, school, parents who don't understand him. And God. Who Mackenzie believes is out to get him. God wants revenge. Because Mackenzie has committed a terrible crime. He's killed someone. He's killed two someones.