I don't represent nor favor any one denomination but rather I write this as a Christ follower. "God doesn't call the qualified, God, qualifies the called."(Anon). I believe this quote helps me to understand how I could have been chosen to play my part in this story. It is not by my own imperfect righteousness that I was called, but rather because of the magnitude of the wickedness in the act that needs to be shown and hopefully avoided in the future. It was only by taking backward glances at my life, and "connecting the dots" of major spiritual events in my life, that I began to see the pattern and evidence of God's will through His Holy Spirit, being active in my life. I can only relay to you what I know to be true and accurate with every cell and fiber in my being. These events happened, and in my own words, this is my true and accurate testimony. May every word be pleasing to Jesus the Risen Christ and God.