Her mother was a beautiful narcissist. Her father was charming, but a monster. Travel with Lauren from her parent's topless jazz club in Australia to her wild-child years growing up in the heart of Seattle's grunge scene in the 1990's.

Lauren Jayne's memoir transports you into her roller coaster life by page one. From her nursery school days spent hopscotching over the black and white tiled floors of her parent's topless jazz club in sunny, sexy Sydney to coming of age smack dab in the middle of the Seattle burgeoning grunge era. On a mission to ditch the chaos filled life she was thrust into from birth, she finds the family she's always longed for in her tight group of friends. Here, she'll experience her first love, first loss and finally find what she's always been searching for in the most unlikely place.

A compelling memoir that will transport you into Lauren Jayne's bizarre and larger than life world where you'll discover that what we are really searching for has been with us all along.

You cannot read this book without gaining a new perspective on life.