Are you an alcoholic? It took me 30 years to accept that I am one. My drinking days were sheer Hell. I was on a tortuous road full of potholes and pitfalls. I wanted to stop drinking, but couldn't. I got drunk in San Francisco, London, Paris, Rome, Istanbul, Cairo, Kinshasa, Bangkok and many other cities. But I eventually found my idea of Heaven when I joined Alcoholics Anonymous and asked God to relieve me of my insanity.