A sweeping Turkish novel of love, loss, and political awakening. Fifty-something Feride reflects on her failed marriage and her tender relationship with her stepdaughter, set against the backdrop of Turkey's social unrest. This intimate story explores how the past shapes our lives and flows into the future. As Feride looks back, she grapples with her sexual identity and the repression that marked different eras. Familial and sociopolitical histories intertwine, influencing her choices and those around her. This novel delves into the complexities of love, loss, and the search for meaning in a changing world. For readers interested in Turkish literature, women's fiction, and stories of personal and political struggles. Experience a poignant journey through Turkish history and culture, exploring themes of identity, resilience, and the enduring power of human connection.