My life has been completely turned around with the help of my boyfriend and best friend, Tucker.My depression is under control.I'm not having nightmares or flashbacks anymore.My sister is having a baby.Life with Tucker is great...Or is it? Everything seems to be going so well, almost too well.You know how people say that the best things in life are worth fighting for? Well, I believe that with my whole heart. But how do you fight for something when it gets ripped away from you? Just...torn right out of your hands, leaving you with nothing. You would think that losing my wife was the worst thing that could happen to me.Warning: This book is for mature audiences only. Adult content and explicit M/M sex scenes. This is also a cliffhanger, so be prepared!